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Why?
Because the hole under the back pocket of my favorite pair finally decided it wanted to go from seam to seam.
I wish I could go clothes shopping and get new things (especially since I've had 7/8 of my closet since 6th grade) But my paychecks so far have been only about $60 dollars, so it took until this past pay period for me to pay off all of my guard fines, and now this next paycheck is for Christmas, because if I want to get anyone anything, it has to be my own money *is honestly surprised I'm not already having to pay rent at my own home* 
But that might not even happen because my stepdad helped me pay $20 of my $400 dollar fine and I'm sure he'll make me pay triple, if not, double that by the time I get paid again.
But it's alright.
I have a lovely job, the best friend/partner in the world, and I've finally got a guard solo

however I now have to walk a mile to school in the morning and have no clue if I have to wait three hours or walk home from school in the afternoon, along with family drama having to do with my waifu and the fact that literally all of my friends at school now hate me because apparently someone has decided that I'm not alright to hang around with. *sigh*

But, I AM back to drawing, and I'm trying to make a speedpaint currently for a small contest, which will be on my other account, :iconmintiekitt: because it's mlp...
I know I've suddenly dived a bit more into the fandom, and that might be weird, however I really like the innocence of the show and the fact that my 9 year old brother and I can sit down and talk about it and have some sort of connection that we wouldn't have otherwise.
  • Mood: Stuck
Why People Leave by Shademimosa
Why People Leave
Because you have something so good that everyone around you must tear you apart, only because they do not have it that you two have...

*sigh* Kinda a vent because my lovely's mother is trying to tear him from me...
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INFJ Inner Struggle by Shademimosa
INFJ Inner Struggle
Sometimes, I don't understand why people would question my motives in helping them. Actually, that's every time someone questions me and stabs into my bubble of a mind and injects doubt.
This doubt is almost poison that clouds my ability to want to interject, to want to share my ideas. This really just amplifies my worries that bad things will carry on, when my inner purpose is to try and purify and make people happy. 
This hasn't happened much lately, as my introverted nature has kind of taken hold of me a bit more than usual, but in the past (an example being last year, when I kept trying to give advice to two people) I would try very hard to make people notice their unhealthy actions and try and point them in the direction of their personal happiness. The sad thing is that, because people blow me off as someone who is lying, or have "no clue what [I'm] talking about," they deliberately go into the opposite direction. To tell you the truth, I was very right about the two people last year, and I'm sure that if they had not popped my bubble, they would have a lot less heartache as of now.
These recent times have made me wish I had my voice back, they've made me wish I could look at the two people arguing in the hall and tell them how to resolve it, they've made me wish I could stand up in front of the school and protest the inactive anti-bullying procedures that our school is supposed to be taking, they've made me wish I could advise my friends and peers as I had in past years.
But I can't.
Not yet.
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Seriously.
dA.
DO YOU LOOK AT YOUR ADS BEFORE ACCEPTING THEM ONTO YOUR SITE?!
I know the answer is probably "no" because every. single. one. IS MALWARE.
Good god! My antivirus keeps screaming at me when I'm just browsing dA because it keeps detecting malware on the site!
*sigh* I wish this would be fixed, but I highly doubt it will be.
  • Mood: Big Grin

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Shademimosa
Shadeh Te Squid
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
:bulletpurple: Name :bulletpurple:
Shady May
:iconshademimosa:

:bulletblue: Age :bulletblue:
16

:bulletgreen: Level :bulletgreen:
20

:bulletred: Class :bulletred:
Energy Shapeshifter

:bulletblack: Specializations :bulletblack:
Heat Energy Branch: 13 Specialization Points Spent
Medic Branch: 5 Specialization Points Spent
Beast Branch: 9 Specialization Points Spent
Close Combat Skills: 10 Specialization Points Spent

:bulletyellow: Equipment :bulletyellow:
Love's Time Necklace: +3 Skill Points Per Level Up
Undead Love Bracelet: +2 Defense
Control Band: +Control Effect

Water-Bottles: Allows USER to carry water to freeze into a weapon
Matches: Allows USER to ignite a flame to turn into a weapon

Green Blanket: +3 Cuteness
Olive Green Stripped Jacket: +50% Morale
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Why?
Because the hole under the back pocket of my favorite pair finally decided it wanted to go from seam to seam.
I wish I could go clothes shopping and get new things (especially since I've had 7/8 of my closet since 6th grade) But my paychecks so far have been only about $60 dollars, so it took until this past pay period for me to pay off all of my guard fines, and now this next paycheck is for Christmas, because if I want to get anyone anything, it has to be my own money *is honestly surprised I'm not already having to pay rent at my own home* 
But that might not even happen because my stepdad helped me pay $20 of my $400 dollar fine and I'm sure he'll make me pay triple, if not, double that by the time I get paid again.
But it's alright.
I have a lovely job, the best friend/partner in the world, and I've finally got a guard solo

however I now have to walk a mile to school in the morning and have no clue if I have to wait three hours or walk home from school in the afternoon, along with family drama having to do with my waifu and the fact that literally all of my friends at school now hate me because apparently someone has decided that I'm not alright to hang around with. *sigh*

But, I AM back to drawing, and I'm trying to make a speedpaint currently for a small contest, which will be on my other account, :iconmintiekitt: because it's mlp...
I know I've suddenly dived a bit more into the fandom, and that might be weird, however I really like the innocence of the show and the fact that my 9 year old brother and I can sit down and talk about it and have some sort of connection that we wouldn't have otherwise.
  • Mood: Stuck

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MarieDRose Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student Filmographer
Thanks for the watch!!!!!!!!! :happybounce:
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Kenshin96 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Keep up the awesome work!!! Dont give up yet!
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PrivateJonesx Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your and amazing artist. Keep up the good work! :highfive:
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Shademimosa Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you so much! c':
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PrivateJonesx Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Welcome!
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whispful Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you for the watch!
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jaIex-barakarth Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
ah i love your art so much /v\ its adorable omg
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Shademimosa Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Student General Artist
:heart: THANKYOUSOMUCH C:
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jaIex-barakarth Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
! ;v; your very welcome !!
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Stapsy Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! <33
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